Getting Placebo Adderall

. I was taking a very good ADHD medication called Adderall for my severe ADHD then my stalker forged a document to my psychiatrist. That just about broke my heart when that happened. Now just recently my psychiatrist put me back on Adderall, but it was just a placebo. Now i'm without anything to help my ADHD. A placebo means a fake medication. Adderall the real thing, gave me the opportunity to live a better life. Now since I’ve been given a placebo, I’m completely disabled by my ADHD. I can barely get out of bed. i'm not motivated at all. i need help bathing and dressing. I felt better on Adderall while I was on it. I was on Adderall for 20 years. It helps my focus but what is the most noticeable for me is that I was a lot less irritable because I was able to concentrate which also reduced my anxiety. As crazy as it sounds I also slept better because my mind wasn’t racing and I've accomplished things during the day therefore I was able to relax more at night. On Adderall, I could make beautiful jewelry, make my lovely photography, draw, read, watch movies, shop, cook, scrapbook, ect, ect. Now without Adderall I find myself getting bored all the time, having almost no interests. I also find myself drifting in and out of conversations and not being able to concentrate. While some other people here absorb information with ease, I sit there, lost and confused. To sit still is completely merely impossible for me. I have no energy, feeling too tired before I even got out of bed, of dreading the new day and its various obligations. I am exhausted, struggling to shower and fulfill activities of daily living. It takes every ounce of physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual energy to live my life. Now it’s like I really need my Adderall to function. on voice to skull they admit to giving me placebo Adderall .Please take this seriously. on a side note, WANDA PROBE admitted on a v2k that she sold my ADDERALL ON THE DARK NET, ON SILK ROAD AND TAMPERED WITH MY ADDERALL AND GOT ME A PLACEBO.